Today, I finished a chapter, I’m thrilled! I also feel slightly depressed at Zili’s behavior. Zili is changing. Her whole idea of an underlying drive is to get forgiveness from the person that she hurt the most. When she meets said person (Let’s call her Gazer of Life), she realizes that the Gazer of Life would never forgive her unless Gazer of Life had something to gain. Zili reaches an epiphany and realizes that she really does not want forgiveness from someone that will not willingly forgive. Zili also realizes that even though Gazer of Life may have been treated better than Zili, she is the better person. It is a bittersweet moment for this character. I am glad that we had it, but I am upset about the outcome. It’s not like I am really in control of this, so I really can’t change it. Sigh. I can’t wait to add more to this story.
Other than that, it is Christmas preparations and house cleaning over here. Oh, yeah, I draw. I am not extremely good or anything, it is manga-ish. I drew my characters. Comment this post if you want to see any of them.
This song is my current writing muse. I love “Allegria” from Cirque de Soleil.